last few moment of being 25 ~

Sorry if this sounds naggy , but being stepping on this lovely Mother Earth for 25 years ... There is a lot to write :) 

On my last day of 25 years old , I wan to thank my parents for bringing me to this world n being tolerate wit me all these whole , for all my good and bad .... Thank you mom n dad I love you two . And also to my brothers ... Thanks for growing up wit me and love me so much ... I m very glad to be ur sister . I rmb every moment we spend together , our blanket camp , our tiang tat mark down our height and much more ... Thank you . 
And to my grandma , thanks for taking care of me ever since I was a baby and now is my turn to take up the responsibility to take care of u . 

To all my Ji mui . Another best things that happen in my life is I met u girls . Wearn , Teng , ks , Vivi and family ... Thank you for being along with me Sharing all my ups n downs . Holding me along when I fall.. Lending me a shoulder when I'm weak ... Listening to me when I need it ... Thx . And I m really happy for all of u to b able to find another half tat cn share happiness with u ... N walk thru all prob ... Thank you girls ... No word cn express how important u all meant to me ... Bt I know u knew :$) we shared so much together since young , when we were still in noob look n super long uniform n librarian n now ... We turning into aunty for vivi's baby ... Oh woah ... Is been a long journey n hope the journey continues between us ... Love you gals so much ~ 

And yes also to my chat.play.love dearie .... Thx for listening to all my mumbles n nag ... Receiving all my cam whore pic and also traveling around the world wit me :) thank you ... I've spend my tweeties with u girls and yes u all have lighten up my life :) thank you ..having u all thorough out my university life Is like a being in a fun park ... An amusement park ... We built it up wit our memories inside ... Fr young to now ... Pretty n independent young woman ... Hope we will hv more memories tat we create together in the future :) muakzx 

To Juan ... Thanks for Being such a good companion .. I know I may b irritating at times but well thanks for appearing .... Will b looking forward to our future trip ... Perhaps u never realise . But so far u hv been a real real mature and real friend .... Thank for being honest n truthful . 

To my ex colleague in Hosp Ipoh ... My prp year won't b so meaningful n memorable without u all and thank you for growing up together with me ... 

To G n T .... Sandakan won't b a
Good place for me without u all . U all r like my family n thank for treating me like one too ... It means so much to me thank you ... 
Grace : congratulations seriously ... N really happy for u and seeing u being happy n walked out from all groomy days really good . U definitely  deserve a life like that enjoy it my dearie ~ 

Thank you to every one , each one tat happened to mark a little in my heart each of u ... Each special one of u ...  Beautify my piece of art ... My 25 years would b dull n meaningless without u all :) thank you ... Hope you know who you are :) ... Yes ... If u r reading this .. You are one of them and u deserve a big thank you ,  a hug n a kiss from me ... Love :) 

To my parents : I might not b the best daughter but I will try my best .
Dad : dun worry I'm a big girl now n I cn take good care of myself 
Mom : menopause not tat bad k ... Dun stress up urself :) and now is my turn to take care of u two . 
Gege : u've been a awesome bro all these while n definitely played ur role well ... N believe in urself. U hv all the strength in u :) 
Didi : thx for being pampered by me all these while :) u also Been a caring n lovely little bro all these while n never push my hug away .. Thank you 
Having all of you as my family is like the best things ever happen in my life thank you very much ... 

And lastly , to myself . Thank you for being so strong n tough all these while . Perhaps you never realise but u have go through very well for these first 25 years ... Congratulations !! And hope me , myself will have an awesome 26 :) rockzx it babe :) 

Happy birthday , Shan .... :) 

Last day of being 25

Thank you for being wit me all these while

a trip ..

is jus suppose to be a trip to a gateway.. away from my kampung life, jus towards a gateway to breathe.... why isit so difficult...

things might not be the way u want it to be, but y have to make things so harsh.. isit jus tat matter afterall. Things is not that serious.. dun expend it.

Ok.. if that's the way u want.. i'll do it the way it is..
but have u ask the way i want it?

nevermind .. let it be...